Friday, October 19, 2012

Terima kasih awak!


Hari itu sangatlah baik dengan cuaca yang tenang. Datang kelas tit tot.. tit tot dengan happynya. Sebab? Unknown. Yang pasti beberapa gadis ini seronok bukan kepalang kot kot ketawa pun, tak pandang dah kiri kanan, memang tak padan la dengan cara pakai kalau orang dengar mereka ni ketawa. Tak nak komen pasal tu, cuma yang penting......

....maka datanglah seorang jejaka nak kata kacak, mungkin beberapa tahun lagi baru boleh bagi jawapan. Tapi beliau datang dengan penuh misinya.....

“weiyh!” dengan sopannya.

“nape?” kata salah seorang gadis bertubuh rendang.

“sini jap” konon la ni nak cover.

“mende..??” ikut jugak walaupun penat dah gelak tadi.

“kau tau....?”

“tak,” dengan selambe nya..sambil sengih hingga hujung dunia..

“kau ni kan...sebenarnya aku tengok kau ni dah ok....”

“........??” sambil angkat kening dan menggerakkan sedikit muka ke kiri dan kanan.

“...aku tengok kau pakai dah ok dah...” ‘isk tak pe ke ni?’ kata hati beliau.

“ha.......”sambil tengok baju sendiri sampai ke kaki.

“tapi kan, emmm....kau tudung semua ok dah..Cuma tengkuk kau aku boleh nampak.. tak guna kan pakai tudung kalau kau sebenarnya tak tutup semua, yang lain ok dah”

“.....” senyap je gadis ni, tak de jawapan..., nak kata melopong, boleh juga..sambil pegang tengkuk sendiri.

Dan dikurniakan kekuatan untuk mengeluarkan suara.
“...aku minta maaf...” cukup-cukup malu ditegur begitu. Separa terketar suaranya.

Dan menyambung..
“...terima kasih sebab beritahu. Aku minta maaf sebab aku tak tahu. Aku tak boleh tengok tengkuk aku sendiri, sebab tetiap kali aku pakai tudung, sebelah depan aku silangkan, jadi tak nampak pun. Aku tak perasan langsung yang sebelah belakang nampak...”

“aku kasi tau je. Kesian kat kau..”

“thanks weiyh”

“tak pe..”

“sorry la kalau ada menganggu pandangan kau,”

Jejaka itu beredar. Hanya satu perkataan yang mampu diberi ketika itu. Malu. Lelaki itu ikhlas memberi tahu satu kebenaran yang sebenarnya mungkin menjemput penampar sekiranya tidak dinyatakan dengan baik.

Benar kata ustazah dalam sesi Recipe of Women tadi. Aurat itu aib. Aib itu malu. Sesuatu yang memalukan harus disembunyikan. Yang wajib bukan memakai tudung, tetapi yang wajib adalah menutup aurat. Apa pun gayanya segala sudut tudung itu perlu dititik beratkan. Labuhnya, sebelah hadapannya, belakangnya, sisinya...tidak salah berfesyen tetapi biarlah fesyen yang mengambil kira syarak...Tiada yang indah perhiasan di dunia selain wanita solehah. Hiasan yang sempurna dari semua sudut.

Buat jejaka ini, terima kasih atas keprihatinan dan semoga ‘adegan’ yang menjadi tontonan ini telah mula disembunyikan buat pemilik sahnya. InsyaAllah.

=) Hafiya Hadif
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Thursday, April 12, 2012

Today is my birthday!

I am not sure whether I have to be happy or sad. 
Of course, I am thankful as Allah granted me this long to live my life.
I’m thinking how long I’ve wronged Allah and my parent.
I’m thinking my accumulated SINS.
Even though to stop this is being dead, but that isn’t right for a Muslim.
Because life is a gift, because it is a gift (I repeat) and it is given only once, to the luckiest one.
I should appreciate that MORE than thinking of ending my life.
However, I still have to think on THE DAY, where all my acts will be judged.

One of my ustazah said; the world become important because there is The Judgement Day.

On my birthday,
I pray to Allah to grant me to live my life as a Muslimah,
To obey Allah, Rasulullah and my parent,
I pray that Allah will guide me as He will always do every time,
I pray that Allah will never take back His gift of Hidayah from me,
I pray that at least before He “invited” my mum and dad, I will be given the chance to make them happy. Because even if I own the world, I will never pay the right value for every single thing they have done for me!
Below, I shared the text message that I sent to my parent on my birthday.

Assalamualaikum,
It’s true that day by day we are getting older and somehow the feeling is at the highest point when it reaches the birthday. Well, thank you very mum and dad, for everything you’ve given me, till l manage to be this old, this big and doing what I am doing now. I am sorry, because I know I’ve hurt both of you a lot before I’ve become this old. Thank you very much, I am nothing without both of you. I cannot pay the price of 23 years of your efforts. Today, I’ve become a happy 23years-old-girl; born from the love of my mum and dad! Thank you! =)

=) Birthday Girl – Wohlstand
12 April 2012 



Sunday, February 19, 2012

Wahai Sang Pencipta!

Ya Tuhan,

Aku menerima segala ketentuanMu sebagai sebahagian dari ujian untukku.
Jadikan aku untuk meredhai segalanya sungguhpun Kau melihat usahaku.

Ya Baasit,
Luruskan hati ini, tatkala segalanya meragukan

Ya Haadi
Tunjukkan aku jalan dan permudahkan

Ya Baari
Beri aku panduan agar aku bertahan

Ya Muhaimin
Segala keraguan jangan jadikan aku tak keruan

Ya Mujib
Berilah secebis dari impianku, sekiranya bukan semua, hanya sedikit Ya Shahid.
Hanya sedikit dari itu....

Sungguhpun Kau melihat susah payahnya, sungguhpun Kau tidak mengkabulkan sepenuhnya Ya Maane, berilah sedikit daripadanya, sedikit agar aku merasa kenikmatan berimpian, agar aku merasa sedikit dari usahaku, agar aku berusaha lebih baik dan lebih kuat sedayaku, dan agar aku bermotivasi untuk berusaha.

Ya Samad,
Aku panjatkan hajat ini kehadratMu,

kerana sesuangguhnya hanya Kau sahaja yang Maha Melindungi (Al-Waali) dari segala yang Tersembunyi (Al-Baatin).

Terlalu indah namaMu, untuk ku tulis hajat yang sedikit ini....

Ya Sami',
Ampunkan aku dengan sifat Al-Ghaffar Mu,
Peliharalah aku dengan sihat Al-Muhaimin Mu,
Sejahterakan kehidupanku dengan As Salam Mu,
Berikan aku kekuatan dengan Al-Matin dan Al-Qawi Mu,
Limpahkan aku rezeki yang halal dengan Ar-Razzaq Mu,
Kabulkan permintaanku dengan As-Samad Mu,
Aku redhakan sekiranya Kau menangguhkannya dengan Al-Muakkhir Mu,
Tetapi beri sedikit ruang untuk aku dengan Al-Waasi' Mu,
Agar aku menghargai setiap ruang dengan Al-Wadud Mu,
Agar aku bersabar dengan pinjaman As-Sabur Mu,

Ya, Malik,
Tiada yang sulit untuk Mu Ya Allah,
Tiada yang sulit untuk Mu atas permintaanku,
Kasihanilah aku.

Perkenankanlah.


(source: http://wanmerah.blogspot.com/2011/09/doa-tatkala-sedih-perasaan-tak-menentu.html)

Tiada duka yang abadi -Opick


Tiada duka yang abadi di dunia
Tiada sepi merantaimu selamanya
Malam kan berakhir
Hari kan berganti
Takdir hidup kan dijalani



Tangis dan tawa nyanyian yang mengiring
Hati yang rindukan cinta dijalanMu
Namun ku percaya hati meyakini
Semua akan indah pada akhirnya


Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hambaMu ini


Waktu berputar rebulan dan matahari
Bunga yang mekar akan layu akan mati
Malam kan berakhir 
Hari kan berganti
Takdir hidup kan dijalani


Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini


Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki segala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini



Wohlstand

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Extra money, part time job? I want to, but can I?

Salam.

Dear blog,

I've been thinking what can I do to gain extra money during my study now.
Well, while I'm thinking, I'm googling.
I found a site called http://asiaparttime.com/

Well, I ended up in writers and writing section.
For some time, I browse through all the ads there, but none of them that I'm eligible to.
Why?
I found my english quite bad, which is far from their requirement "excellent in english writing and vocabulary".

Honestly, I feel bad.
Because, that is the only job that I want to do.
Since I am too busy with society and club activities in school.

I am free early in the morning around 4am and before I go to class at 8am.
Usually, I use this time to read and google for some information.
I thought that I can use this time to write 700 words for RM20 (standard rate, I guess).
However, limitation of my english language says "no".

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here, I would like to make a statement.
To average students in Business Administration school.
Who are lazy to do your assignment(s) even only for a few pages,
I am here to help you.
Do leave your comment and email address here and I will give you a reply.

By the way, my specialization is transportation.
However, any general topics for business management are accepted.

If you know you are an average or below average student, which lecturer(s) may not expecting you to have excellent command in english, let me help you.
We can discuss the details on what you want.
Which area you want me to cover in topic, etc.
Please leave a comment.
I will get back to you as soon as possible.

Since this is the first time I offer this,
Give me some time to complete it.
All of this will be discussed later.

I am a student, I always try to meet my lecturers expectations.
To get 14/15 or even full mark for my assignments were normal for me.



Wohlstand
ps: I am not responsible to any mistakes done if you hire me for the job.
It will only appear as you want it. Once you accept it, once you pay, that's it.
Any misleading topic that you give me will be solely your responsible.
Citations and references will be provided. 

Friday, February 17, 2012

Mark today's date!

Today's date should be marked!

I've stayed online on my facebook account for more than an hour.

I never do this.

Actually, this is what I've done.

I removed all my friends.
I mean, so-called-my-friend.
Those who added me to increase the number of their "friends".
And those who added me because they thought I'm the right person.
All of them.
Currently, I only have 100+ people on my friend list.

"Friends come and go but enemies accumulate" - Murphy

See why I removed them? I find out that it is very difficult to keep in touch with each and everyone of them, so? What's more? =))


Fiya.
(p/s: i rarely use those complicated apps offered by fb. im using it when i have too much to talk about an issues-only through inbox message or virtual meetings with my colleague and/or to make sure whether I have any notification of cancellation of class session.)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Tablet? Which one ey?

CAUTION!!!
Before you read this, I would like to acknowledge you that:
I do not have wide knowledge on tablets.
I write my personal opinion.
And...if anyone read this, let me know if you know one that can provide me as per requirements.

=) Happy Reading!

Well, everyone is looking forward to bring almost everything in their pocket.

Then, everyone expecting the device must be light, compact and small.

For tablet, people are expecting it to have perfect size so that the view will fit their purposes.

For me, tablet is replacing heavy laptops or notebooks.

I don't really care about the system, as long as it can operate they way computer acts. Even better.
FYI, i'm still using television box-like-desktop. (You cannot buy the desktop like the one I have, it is just too outdated..owhhh.... it can be stored in the museum already =)) ngahahaha.... )

If this kind of pc can impress me well, why not tablet?

As simple as that.

If tablets cannot do this, it's a shame.

World are getting smaller when everything comes handy. =))

For tablet producers, please provide me the impressive one.

Not so much on how nice the look is, because, people mostly regret because they buy the look, the functions are disappointing. I saw a few. They are just too expensive for the word R. Regret.

Then give option for keyboard - like Asus Eee Pad Transformer did

Then, add all the apps that you like, I will not pay so much attention to it.

Must have: USB port(s), SD port, Microsoft Office, PDF reader and sim card slot, so that I can google everywhere.

It should replace computers.

My opinion.

Many people may have the same expectation.

By the way, I really need one.

But as of today, most of them are all disappointing.

Sad.

Very Bad.

Listen to me, please....... =,(

I will grab one, no matter how much the price is if they can meet my simple requirements.

Wohlstand

Sunday, February 12, 2012

A lot to do!

I have 8 days in a week and 26 hours in a day!

To-do List!

Mark kumon papers
Mark maths
List down things to buy
Set aside things to bring
Buy them
Wash clothes
Complete my paperworks
Complete their flow
Clear my soft board
Print past semester questions
Do review on them




Can I complete them in a week?
Let's see what I can do =)

Wohlstand